December 2010
1 post
Hello people, guess im back to blog. Needed a place to speak out, to vent my frustrations.
Probably the only thing i want to rant about is about my girlf. I really cannot understand how she can just ignore how i feel and just do whatever she feels like doing. I know she’s just having fun, but sometimes things really get overboard i feel the pain.
Quoting one incident which just happened...
November 2009
6 posts
‘I love you’ are the words i long to say. but i know i dont have the chance anymore. somebody call 911.
end of yet another busy day at work. rcts and appts. STILL fighting for my ME. its been a month + already. ahhh shit im slow. BUT IM NOT GIVING UP! :D
movie tomorrow night with rhino people i think. 2012, but i watched already. haha. crap. LOL. still calling for people for rct tomorrow.
Just a little bit more! *note to self*
‘I remember the times we spent together’
Working in an hour’s time. Urgh.
“I prefer it when you smile”
Heard this otw home from the train station yesterday. Some guy was saying this to the girl beside him, and the girl was like awwwwwwwwwwwww. Thinking back about it, i do like it when you smile. Honestly. But i guess its still impossible.
Gotta find my drive to work again. Damnit.
Homed now gonna dota and then rest early so i wont oversleep tomorrow.
B-I-T-C-H.
Steamboat at my house on thurs. :D:D
work tomorrow tmd.
October 2009
21 posts
Fuck.
O lvls are here seh! Kinda miss those times i studied out with different people. Sec sch life still damn fun and memories are fresh in my mind. Lol.
okay that was damn random but just felt like saying it.
Imma wanna blackshot! new clan bodoh. RAYMOND SUCK MY BALLS PLEASE.
Fuck you torres. That stupid goal of yours clinched the game.
But fuck Ferdinand and Vidic even more for leaving you plain open when you were just in between them.
Stupid scoreline, 2-0 to Liverpool.
You will always walk alone, i still believe. :D
Feeling pretty disappointed with myself right now.
Its 2am.
And we won 3rd place in wheelchair basketball today. Hurr.
fuck shit i wasted a whole day today.
i have to get cracking and start fighting for my ME already.
unfruitful day at work. damnit. feels like i’ve wasted my whole day doing nothing. shit. tomorrow’s the third and final day of my 1-3days M.E. promotion challenge. fucked. SOMEBODY JUST GIVE ME A SALES CLOSURE LAH! 1 QUEEN AND 1 SINGLE CAN LIAO! CHEAP CHEAP NIA!
okay so for you guys who dont know what im talking about, prolly only my manager would know what im talking about. haha. its...
ah shit. its 10am now and i hafta go get prepared for work. another long day of meeting clients and customers. damnit.
I NEED TO PLAY BASKETBALL LAH NNB.
just reached home from a long day of work. lotsa things to prepare. fuck. imma off to bathe and prepare stuff for my appointments tomorrow.
totally no time to have fun although my manager is really super cute. HAHA.
screwed wheelchair basketball today. lost to angmohs and whatnots. cheebyebye.
feeling crappy today not knowing for what reason why. fuck.
lost my fucking posb card at home smlj. i am now officially the poorest man on earth.
chew my balls life.
Holy shit balls my tumblarity is still 0 smlj.
fish spa-ed with the elias people yesterday night, ending up with a new found female in our midst, tadah! huang wenhua. :D screaming like a pussy for god knows whos business.
relaxed the whole day off today. got a call asking me to go down for interview tomorrow. home now to bathe and change and prepare for st james with gillian.
okay imma go do...
Wtf my tumblarity is now 0 smljjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj.
school’s starting for most of em so its gonna be lonely me again. guess i’d better find a job to keep myself occupied. anyone has a lobang for me?
anyway, feeling a whole lot better today, but still abit moody on and off. screwed emotions.
leg’s feeling better so played ball today. can run can jump can sprint...
Zhi Yong got a message that on this day, God wants him to know…
… that it is time to finally forgive yourself.
You’ve carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You’ve kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has to come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about it.
This i got from a facebook...
Gosh im feeling down. screw everything.
A wrong decision made is never possible to change. All i want now is to see you happy.
Screw ya’ll balls.
Balls.
sprained my leg today while playing wheelchair basketball, FML.
stupidest piece of shit ever. sit on wheelchair basketball also can sprain leg. nnbccb._|_
lan at about 11am. left for wheelchair basketball practice at 3.40pm. sprained my leg at practice at about 730pm. dinnered and movied with elias people at 1030pm. homed at 2.30am.
FML.
Balls. my laptop fan is screwed up. it keeps groaning.
anyway. lunched in the afternoon with krystel daphne and jethro at macs.
lanshopped after that.
kopitiam to pei raymond eat after that.
court to play ball. initially wanted to go home and sleep, but krystel would probably kill me if i did.
kopitiam cause desmond had things to tell us.
fitness corner to nua for awhile.
homed.
okay fuck...
End of yet another fruitless day.
Aaron flew off this morning, sigh. we’ll miss you bro.
met up with the elias people early in the morning to have breakfast at the airport and send aaron off. last breakfast before you return home bro! took plenty of pics with aaron which i am now waiting for krystel to get home and upload. took bus 53 home after aaron boarded, reached pasir ris when it was...
Its 7.30am in the morning now and its a surprise im awake at this kind of time. but aaron is leaving for the phillipines in another few hours time. that seriously sucks.
so about yesterday. met up with the elias people to get aaron’s farewell gift. headed down to bugis in happydog’s car (thanks for being a sport and being our ahmad yesterday), got a cap and shirt for him. headed...
Its 12.21am now and i should be sleeping. My throat is fucking killing me and i have no medicine! and imma too lazy to go see a doctor so krystel you can stop asking me to see one. heheh.
1 more day to aaron’s departure. damnit. it is really fuckin sad lah. i think im gonna cry lol.
okay on a more serious note. imma gonna need some beauty sleep.
GOODNIGHT.
TAG YOU BITCHES.
The body aches have gone down by abit, the headache’s totally gone, the flu is somewhat fully gone, but the throat’s still sore and cough’s still damn bad.
Okay so going down to Gamerz in awhile, played abit of dota earlier on. Facebooked and saw aaron’s wall comment.
“im gonna miss this moments!=( im gonna miss elias family..=(“
Its sad to know that he has to...
Kill me please.
Imma sick, so screw everything.
My nose is falling off, my throat is killing me, my head aches like a fucktard, my body too has pains all over. So whats the diff between being alive and dead, urgh! So annoying.
September 2009
1 post
Hello imma back!
Hello peoples! Lol.
Surprised to see me back? Well you’re damn right I’m back. :D Life is still the same! Haha. Sian ah. Thanks to Fiona I revived my tumblr, if not I confirm just leave it dead one. haha.
Sian, tomorrow medical checkup. Confirm waste one whole day one. Nbcbbbbbbbbbb.
And Krystel’s back hahahahahahaha. She says she got a tee for us, waiting to see whether her...
August 2009
10 posts
What is my role in this team?
Hey people. Tiring day today I must say. Pretty disappointing day as well.
Went to find Raymond and dota-ed like two games. Headed home and there was my sis and her bunch of noisy friends apparently having rehearsal for some surprise performance for their teacher tomorrow. Daphne and Krystel came over my place later on and we made hell lotta noise, plus the kids, my house was a literal hell-hole....
King of the world
Hey people. Didn’t find the right mood to blog about the past few days.
Officially stopped working already. :D At last. Been slacking every morning at Gamerz with Raymond and people. So today was as per normal, gamed with Raymond and the rest of them. Met up with Krystel after her paper for lunch at macs. :D Bitched about people, crapped and laughed. It was fun, seriously. Ha.
Now home for...
Its all for nothing
Sup people, back home from a long day out today.
Headed over to Gamerz to play again. Dota-ed with Raymond & Don, then headed home early. Sister’s friends came over so entertained them for abit, talk and joke and laugh like crazy. They were super hardcore. Krystel cabbed over from school to my place after her paper as she was like lazy to head home first. So we nua-ed at my place until...
Feel life's toll on you
Heya people! Ha seriously I’m addicted. Its been awhile since I blog like this everyday.
Anyway, elephant/Audrey! Don’t be disappointed by your o lvl chinese results lah! Just work hard on the other subjects, and if you want to, retake! But a piece of advice from me, no point retaking, focus on the rest of the subjects and make them count. If you guys need help, can come and find me...
Your face surfaced in my memories
Ha this tumblr thingy is kinda addictive. Can’t believe I’m posting twice for today. DAMNIT! LOL.
Okay so continuation from this afternoon, went to sleep until about 5.30. Headed down to court to shoot some balls. Did abit of personal skill training with regard to three pointer shooting with Wenhua, Weeliang, Zhisen & Bert. Krystel and mugger gang came over later on and played...
Life's meaning - unfound
On mc again today, as usual. Lol. Went down to Gamerz this morning to meet Raymond for our usual dota session. Dota-ed with Raymond, Alvin, Don, Shane and another fella whose name I do not know. Headed home at about 1 plus and now here I am blogging. Addictive sia this tumblr thingy. Hahaha. But I’m just too damn lazy to put a tagboard, but I will do it someday. Just don’t know when....
Why do I keep waiting when hope is fading away?
Hello people. Been another stupid long day.
Headed down to Gamerz in the morning and dota-ed with Evan and Alvin.
Met up with Krystel and Raymond for lunch and pei Krystel study. Raymond kept on disturbing her damn bloody funny. Fucking swear that she probably only took in 1/5 of what she ‘studied’ today. Ha.
Headed down to court at about 4plus. Played quite a bit and spent some...
Sleep, or rather the lack of it.
Okay so yesterday was totally dope. Went down to meet Krystel and Raymond at CU, while Raymond ate, we talked cock. Headed down to court at about 5 plus, then played ball awhile. Had planned to midnight movie session with the people from court, so headed home early to bathe, eat dinner and do whatever thingthings. But ended up preparing earlier than required, so headed down to meet Krystel to nua...
I can't believe I'm standing here, waiting for so...
Yo. A new blog, a new post, but not a new life. Audrey, Daphne and Krystel ‘encouraged’ me to change to tumblr, so I did.
Well, nothing much of a change in my life as of yet, but still, its diff. I just can’t explain why. Perhaps its just that everyday hanging out with people at the court, Raymond, Krystel etc etc, apparently they never fail to cheer me up no matter how down I...